Every rose has its thorn.

Disclaimer: photos below aren't for the weak-hearted.

So so so, PROMOS ARE OVER, fyeah! I screwed up pretty much all of my papers, so yeah, just waiting to lie on my "deathbed", omg. But for now, I shall just enjoy life because in the past week I have been sleeping way to less than before and I swear its the most I've studied since Os okay. And because of the stress I actually experienced, I had a horrible pimple outbreak on my forehead and hello, even my nose wth. Wth sia. Criesssssss.

So today, after my last paper, went to buy koi and I actually had a satifying lunch at Swensens, and after I got home, changed into comfy shirt and fbt with my sports shoe and out I went for run and then I kind of walked around the entire of yishun in that horrible state. then went back to the park and saw people "rock-wall" climbing, I want to do it also laaaaaaaa. ughhhhhhhh. Saw three monkeys with a baby monkey hanging on a rope, erm my friends. hahahahahaha. after like 2 hours plus, I got home, I just nua and nua and nua and eat and nua. woohoo, had cup noodles for dinner, yeah ~~~ okay sorry, have I ever mentioned that I love instant noodle/cup noodle/ whatever is instant, blahblahblah ?? hehehe. 

By the way, even though I mentioned this on twitter, but I actually love nature, more precisely, parks. At certain times of the day, parks are really quiet and I really love it, all I could hear was insects being annoying, rustling of leave and slight vehicles noises. And then, I'm just all alone, strolling, thinking about a whole lot of things, moving to the beat in my head, omg, I love it. And, I actually go to the park whenever exams end (i didn't even notice this until my bro told me) maybe because I really have plenty of time to waste and maybe this relieves stress for me (?) learnt something about myself today, woohoo ~

 

 

 

 

 

 

I'm a weird kid with no biceps/tricep/whatever-ceps you call it, so I shall try doing something about it. ps. my school uniform is really ugly and you are about to see it, damn. see the life I kind of life I'm leading now ? Aircon, good doctor, bed, cup noodle, yes man.

 

You are about to see it, my cute PW group again, this was from the Saturday during the Sept holidays, damn late right, hehehe.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

First regret of this year, MISSED BAP CONCERT. Second regret of this year, MISSED BIGBANG AT F1. Tomorrow will be the third regret of this year, MISSING INFINITE CONCERT. going to a JC sucks, being a J1 sucks. I'm giving Woohyun's face a miss tomorrow, omg, why, instead have to go do pw, omg why.

 

 

Best friends are people you can share everything with. Best friends are people who stick by you no matter how much you have change, through thick and thin, they will still be there for you. Best friends don't judge one another even when everyone else does.Not everyone can be one's best friend.
So, I went to watch Miley's wrecking ball mv for the first time and guess what, I actually felt like crying. I don't understand why people are judging her for how she presents herself. Be in her shoes, think for her. She 20, a worldwide popstar, devoted to only one man, gave her all, already engaged, soon to get married, but then her man, had an affair, in front of her, imagine if you were her, how would you feel. Whatever was there for her, isn't there anymore, everything changed, she can't spend her time with the person she loved the most, who does she face now? Its a given that she breaks down, horribly. Its a given that she goes insane, because her universe came crashing down on her.

 

 

 

So I have a really awesome friend, named Aaron, he gave me something to reflect on, something that makes me understand myself. So from now on, I will treasure myself instead of being pessimistic.

Isn't it surprising how I can actually relate to all these.

They say that if you live without something for 21 days, you'll be able to live without it forever.

How come that didn't affect me.