Let it go, let it go, the cold didn't bothered me anyway.

"If you were give up so easily, why did you even start in the first place."

Taking this statement seriously and looking at it from different perspectives. I don't understand why you started if you were going to give up on me so easily. But then I ask myself, don't I give up very easily too? I can say that its my personality but no, everyone else feels the same way but its the mentality that differentiates the level of people. Things may become difficult but if we don't try, we will never know what may happen. 

"Because fear kill everything. Your mind, your heart, your imagination."

Fear, pressure, stress, are things that we can choose whether we want to overcome it or just live in the shadows of it. After taking the first step, it is already 50 percent a success, but to push yourself to go after what you want and making sure you finish what you've started is the difficult part. But that doesn't mean you just give up, or else the first half of your efforts would've been wasted. If you really want it, go for it, protect it, fight for it, no matter what the outcome is, as long as at the end, you are able to tell yourself that I've given my best, I've given my everything.

I realised that I'm really pessimistic when it comes to things that I don't have confidence in. And rather than telling myself I can do it and work towards it, I prepare myself for the failure of the matter and when it happens, I go "yeap, its okay, I knew this was going to happen." But when it comes to things that I have confidence it, I get really engaged, because I know this is where I won't be embarrased, because I know I won't failed to the expectations of everyone else. But honestly, thinking about it, things will get better, because it can't possibly get worse.

 

 

 

 

Do things that makes you happy and fuck the rest because at the end, who's there? You. People are people and sometimes there change their mind. How they said they will always be there and they ended up being the perso they say they will never be.

 

Soulmate. They say that at birth, two people will be tied together by an invisible thread and as years pass, they will get closer to each other and one day they will meet and they are meant for each other. And did I mention that I believe in what horoscopes say? so it says that at the age of 16, 50% of #capricorns have already met the person they'll marry. I wonder if I've actually met the one for me.